Nicole Kidman's 2003 Oscar win was bitter sweet for the actress - because it was one of the loneliest nights of her life.The Aussie movie star should have been celebrating, but instead, she was left without a date, trying her best to look happy.
She says: "It felt big. It felt lonely and big. You're in a hotel and you're like: 'OK, well, I'm sitting in this big suite with an Oscar, and I still don't have a life. What is wrong with me'
"It hit home that I needed to get a life: 'Who do I jump on the bed with, and celebrate with, and order pancakes with'"
She adds: "That was painful, not having that person to share it with."
